Friday, April 13, 2012

Itu Ini Begitu Begini

sighhhhhhh. <---- mengeluh

baru lepas happyou tema research nak buat untuk tahun 4 nih. slide happyou buat dalam nihon-go (japanese) tapi present dalam BI. haha tiba-tiba tiada keyakinan diri nak cakap jepun. tak tau kenapa. mungkin sejak dua menjak ni rasa tertekan dan terasa macam banyak benda nak kena selesaikan. adussss. terasa macam bahu ni berat je dengan tanggung jawab. belum habis belajar lagi. belum kahwin. belum kerja lagi tapi dah rasa tak larat. apa nak jadi nihhhhhhh!!! lagi satu kenapa sekarang la perasaan rindu kat makwe ni membuak-buak lak. dah la setiap minggu skype kadang-kadang line internet lemah. video tersangkut-sangkut. sabar jela. banyak rupanya kesalahan-kesalahan aku dalam hidup ni rupanya. sedar tak sedar je. amalan dah makin berkurang dosa lak bertambah. mungkin tu la sebab nya aku rasa hidup ni berat je. kurang ingat Allah agaknya. astaghfirullah~. kena muhasabah diri dengan betul ni. yosh. ganbarou!!

"maka ingatlah Aku nescaya aku akan ingat kamu dan bersyukurlah kepada ku dan jangan la kamu kufur" - alBaqarah 152

 

I'm about to lose the battle and cross the line
I'm about to make another mistake
And even though I try to stay away
Everything around me keeps dragging me in
I can't help thinking to myself
What if my time would end today, today, today,
Can I gaurantee that I will get another chance
Before it's too late, too late, too late

Forgive me

My heart is so full of regret
Forgive me
Now is the right time for me to repent, repent, repent

Am I out of my mind?

What did I do?
Oh, I feel so bad
And everytime I try to start all over again
My shame comes back to haunt me
I'm trying hard to walk away but
temptation is surrounding me, surrounding me
I wish that I could find the strength to change my life
Before it's too late, too late, too late

Forgive me

My heart is so full of regret
Forgive me
Now is the right time for me to repent, repent, repent

I know, Oh Allah, you're the most forgiving

And that you've promised to always be there
when I call upon you
So now I'm standing here ashamed of
all the mistakes I've committed
Please don't turn me away and hear my prayer
when I ask you to

Forgive me

My heart is so full of regret
Forgive me
Now is the right time for me to repent X3

2 comments:

  1. so kurangkanlah skype dengan makwe..
    banyakkan skype dengan Allah..

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  2. tq for the advice.
    btw makwe tu mak saya~ hihi

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